Saturday, February 13, 2010

Jack's Lament

Oh, there's an empty place in my bones That calls out for something unknown The fame and praise come year after year Does nothing for these empty tears

Saturday, February 6, 2010

still searching

A little child has grown
And he's got love on his mind
But what he'll never know
A virtuous woman is hard to find

And that's when she said
She feels the pain
And she'll never fall
In love again

Friday, February 5, 2010

Do You Remember The Times?

haha so i'm a band nerd
whether i rep it or not, i am

and i was JUST look through pics from disneyland and everytime i do, i almost start to cry

for the Band, Disneyland was the shit. you where miles away from who you really were and nothing else mattered

and everytime we went, it was honestly magical. i was with the people who i spent not only my love of music with, but the majority of my free time with

and to get away from BS, HW, RHS haha it was just great

so everytime i see myself back then, i see how happy i was, i just think 'man, i should have lived it up more.'

i do have one wish [with my other one wish]

if i could go back to DL with my favorite ppl exactly how everything was back then, it would be the best ever

there's magic there, i believe there is

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

they were home.

ugh so lately...since forever, i've always needed just one person there for me ya know to keep me sane but there has never been one person there for me and now it's starting to get to me and every time i think it oooovveerrr just one song pops into my head and it's only one part

You promised you'd be there

Whenever i needed you

Whenever i called your name

You’re not anywhere

I'm trying to hold on

Just waiting to hear your voice

One word, just a word will do

To end this nightmare

the song is called endless night

and later on he goes into detail about 'how he know the night must end, and he knows that the sun will rise'
in case you're wondering who he is his name is Simba
but anywhooo

i'm still living my nightmare because my sun has yet to rise and for me, nothing really has changed for the better but what am i to doooo

I’m in this endless night waiting to wake up to a morning where the sun will shine brightly and I will bask in all its glory and smile a smile that is worth being excited about

But I don’t know how get there

Oh but until then I’m DEFINITELY on my own because if I have learned anything in life so far, it’s you’ll always be on your own