honestly, I'm tired of being mad all the time.
But on that same note, I do not like most of the people I'm closest to.
AND I don't like being the blame for o.p.p.
Ugh I had my ONE friend, who at the end of the day, made it all better.
But he is gone.
And now, I have no one.

Tell me everything is gonna be ok, and watch you get FUCKED up
Bitch.

don't let me get me

i'm my own worst enemy

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohmygosh

like one year ago, life was pretty descent

fuck the past tho right?

ummm

ok

check it

i think i put to much faith in others

even tho i know that i shouldn't talk to people because they let you down, it still feels...safer and better when i talk to peopleDOTDOTDOT esp a certain person.

it feels like everything isn't so bad and that things can get better

but then i get left alone in the darkness again. so so FUCK idk what to do

crazy ass shit ALL THE FUCKING TIME

just don't let me get me