everything i do [i do for you]

i could do anything
i could do EVERYTHING
but it will never. be. enough.

i could yell my frustration
but he wouldn't know i was mad

i could talk tell him my life story
but he wouldn't know anything about me

i could make him listen to me
doesn't mean that he'll understand

i could tell him that i love him
but he'll never know the way he makes me feel

i could forgive him for what he did
but it would never take the pain away

i could go away to leave my problems behind
but it will never be far enough

i could write my heart out
but there aren't enough words in the world to express mine

i could ignore the past and forget what happened
but the past is permanent, and will come back to you

i could tell him i miss him
but that won't make him come back

we could apologize to each other
doesn't mean we have to accept it

he could tell everything that i don't already do, everything i do, what was right, what was wrong, what kept us together, what tore us apart, why he is who he is and why i am who i am, he could tell me anything he could, he hate me, miss me, love me, want to kill me who knows
he can do whatever he wants
but it will never be enough

i don't know what else to do or if there is anything else i can do
butitwillnevermotherfuckinggoddamnmatter.
nothing matters, but every fucking little thing does