Friday, June 25, 2010

the reason

last post was in march only seems natural to try and get back into this
it's not gonna work tho but but eh whatev

ummm so i was considering leaving sac because of how it just hold my mistakes in my face and but i dunno. not feeling life lately. wonder why i'm still living

ever lose a best friend? ever lose a best friend 7 times?
stopped talking to everyone because everyone wanted to be a BITCH at the same time
and kristina doesn't do emotions anymore, so i just stopped talking to everyone
but then i went to summer school...and saw everyone...and they seem mad...i dunno i really don't care tho i should but i really don't and i don't know what i'm doing in life anymore
i'm not living for anything or anyone not even myself so why am i alive? i dunno

hhmmmm yea is this melancholy the result of a certain person's actions? it's certainly a beginning

but seriously, i'm done with this. i need a reason to continue one. i already have my reasons not to

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