Monday, April 20, 2009

check yourself before you wreck yourself

so
today i decided to skip death and dying today and just go home
so as i was going home, i noticed that my ex best friend was going home too
so i thought 'hey why not?'
and we decided to do lunch together
so then we were talking about everything we missed [from novemberish to yesterday] and we missed out on A LOT
but anyway
somehow we got on the infamous subject of Jon and Artimis told me that he said
"she makes everything about her"
OH NO THE FUCK HE DIDN'T
since when did i
first of all
all the hours i wasted trying to fix our 'friendship'
then the cousulting on whether i was wrong or not
and how i was always there for him even tho i knew there wasnt a shouler i could cry on in return
BUT IM THE ONE WHO WAS SELF CENTERED??
oh fuck no
and he is also going around tellin people like im the worst person in the world
ok like how i never texted him back for one of his whack ass examples
so one most of the text he sent me went to the wrong damn number
and yea the others times i chose not too
but there is no way in hell i could ever catch up with all the unreturned calls, voicemails, and text i left him
so he really does need to shut the fuck up

the only real reason why im mad is because i was SOOO over that crap like
i didnt care
im kinda working on being friends with aaron and now artimis too
and they seem to want to work it out to
but jon
no
he STILL needs to realize that everything doenst work in his favor

so the question is
what do i do now
hmm
i kinda just want to yell at him
but then i dont want to be mad for the rest of the day ya know?

but we'll see
i got my people, and they have my back
so we'll just see

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