cuz i wooon [yes this whole time it was a competition]
not really but feelings, feelings, what are my feelings.
hmmm
i don't have any really
oh because when i was reading Naomi and Ely's No Kiss List, at the end Ely realized that no matter what kind of relationship, it would not be easy to keep up, maintain, stabilized, whatever. no one said it would ever be easy but people want it to be, they just wanna have fun with whoever they love and have happiness forever. but that's NOT how it is. everything great in this world had some work involved. you just don't dig up diamonds, they must be formed in the earth's crust for years, then mined, harvested, picked for the best selection, cut, placed perfectly into the jewel of your choice. but is it worth it? yes. they say a diamond last forever, so can a friend. i have to admit when Ely realized that staying close is hard, i did too. so i knew in order to be friends again it couldn't just be an overnight process it would take time to rebuild what we had. i know. he doesn't. so when he just QUIT like that it was disappointing. so i figured he just doesn't care, because people who care try and NEVER give up. I'm not about to go down like my bitch 'friends' and say oh it's done. because i know it's not. i have yet to find out why but he does not give a flying fuck
so my prize exactly?
knowledge.
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