it's a little bit funny

that i still think about that boy.

i know that i am 100% over him, if he were try to approach me, i know i would shut him down. i don't like him. i don't think that i would be ok with calling him my boyfriend

HOWEVER

i still think about him every fucking day. so like wtf is that about?

i want him to call and text me
i want him to try and get me back
i want him to want me

i want him to think about me as much as i think about him

but whyyyyy

he's a fucking douche bag!! like i don't like him!! so why am i still on this bitch's dick?
why do i look to see if he's online, why do i see his picture and get excited, why do i want someone that i don't want.

i diss and dissmissed someone i didn't want in less than a day, so why can't i do the same for him?

i know the situation was different then, i know that there was a 'possibility' or whatever
but that doesn't fucking explain shit.

i do not like him, but he has been the one thing i want that i know i don't need.
i made it this far, i can't let anyone put me back down