here's the truth

I am addicted to “social networking sites”

like legitimately. if there was a site, I had an account. 

they weren't for dating, just for talking. #swear. but I met the most horrid people on some of them. and I would always think “seriously? this is how you meet people?” and the methods they used had to work on someone otherwise they wouldn't approach me in such a way. ugh they were just nasty. blehck 

but I did meet this one guy *swoon* he was a m a z i n g . (long story short: I actually started liking him so I stop talking to him b/c even I’m not that crazy) but this fucking show Catfish got me thinking what if he wasn't who he said he was. I mean maybe I’m just biased but I really do believe he was…to an extent.

but Catfish inspired me to delete ALL my accounts. they are all gone. boom. 
but now I don’t know what to fucking do!!!! like I guess I never realized how much time I invested into that shit but damn, must’ve been a lot because I am bored. 

that and I honestly don't know what to fucking do with myself