Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Track 06 - the boy is mine

amber this one is for you
don't be mad

me and her like[d] the same dood.
i said that either we both DON'T or one of us DO

she seemed more interested so in a way i 'let him go'
now i'm wondering whyyy did i like him
oh i can tell you why
1. he's too fucking nice
2. he gets me
3. he listens
4. he gives shitty advice that i don't listen to but appreciate the effort
5. he never said no
6. he always texted back

so now that i look back i notice two things- he never forgot about me and he was always there.
if perfect did exist, it would be him
[that was beautiful]
but i don't want to feel like i should try and get something i know i can't
so i quit
but now my other friend has the same qualities, but i worry that i like him too or even worst
he might like me too
there is NOTHING worst than the awkwardness of two people who like each other but don't date
well there's worst but you get what i'm puttin down

but that's it for now

let's see what happens

1 comment:

  1. Honey, I'm not fighting you anymore more, was I ever. The boy can be yours, I don't want him like that. I like friends instead. SO, can we put this behind us?

    In the end, I'm sorry if I hurt you.

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