wow
he came to my house yesterday
and it was awkward, like a lot of memories came back
at first it was hilarious because that was always something that i wanted, him to be at my doorstep, and then it happened.
it was funny because i was so into him and then i finally got over him . i guess it made me realize that i can get over anyone but not everything.
but then i had a dream
we were on our way to somewhere and we were in his truck
and we weren't talking so i asked if he wanted to say anything. then he asked if i had anything to say and i was like 'not really do you?' and he said 'i have a million things to say' and i asked him 'like what'
and he asked 'why did you say goodbye?'
and that was it. a memories i had forgotten. apparently i was so madly in like with this boy, i just had to give him a note saying i couldn't talk to him anymore....wtf what that bullshit
but it was SO WEIRD because i completely forgot about that, but seeing him brought back a lot of memories. i remembered his middle name! omg but yeah just weird really
and now i'm like 'what did seeing me do for him?'
but i shouldn't care cuz it was just a random event
butireallywannaknow
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